belated birthday wishes!

I said this blog would appear without fail on the 9th...it apears i failed, though i have many valid excuses...ive been home alone, ive had a busy week, and i had an essay to write that night :) so sooooorry (Y)
but anyway, here it is...

Little Steg,

you know when you know someone for litrally your whole life? and you gotta like to yourself "wow they're pretty damn special to me"... well thats you... for the full 16 years of my life you have been like family.So, in those 16 years we've had some pretty epic times havent we? starting from the beginning...well i say the beginning but really i mean the earliest things i can remember... so when we were younger (i say younger cause we are still "little" short people ftw) we used to colour in shells (ermyeh, cool or what?) and how we used to chant "naughty Alan, naughty Alan" some some random unknown reason. then there was that time we went camping in shell island and i buryed your sandles and you cried (sorry about that) and i think that was the same camping trip where on the way back you laughed and spat sunny D everywhere! and also the same trip when i randomly decided to hand my flipflop out of the car window on a chain all the way home and we couldnt stop laughing. that was the old times when we hardley saw eachother but now that we are older we see eachother loads more...Greece 2010...What.A.Holiday!!!! the best 2 weeks ever, where we spent every moment of every day laughing, on the plane, we saw a boy who had a limp we named him limpy, and his friend was called spikey! yeah we're cool kay? on the first night we had already managed to vandalise our room...yeah we drew all over the mirror with suncream,lipgloss,mascara, and anything else we could find really. then there was that night that we stole Alans drink, "ARRRRR" PMSL and he was so drunk that we had to help him walk, but he told my ma that it was us who were drunk (liar) remember how that man scared you when you were on the way to the toilet...and how much that woman at the shop loved us (cause we spent so much money there) and that one day when we went into the town on our own and then my mum and Alan asked us to meet them at the bar they were at, easier said than done it seemed as we walked around for ages and by time we actually found the bar they had left (pfft typical) and there was that man who looked like Joey from friends (teheehe) and how could i forget Fabian <3 we loved him even if he didnt add me on facebook (sob sob) and our best friend the maid "raaaabisssh??" with her random little Greek jingle on her phone, and how we shreaded the toilet roll and put it in the kettel for her on the last day, just to realise that my 'rents would later be coming into our room before we went for out flight...AWKWAAAAARD... and you gotta remember how we stood in the corner whilst she mopped around up, what a babe and how when i spilt my bacardi breezer on the bed she just flipped the sheet over rather than change it...the drink was bright red for gods sake did she think we wouldnt notice, also my mom broke her shaw (LOL). that holiday is why we call eachother steg and how "eenie Meenie" by justin beiber became our song, because we would listen to it all the time and do our dance for it. then there was that week in october 2010 when i stayed with you for a week, we had a right laugh, and i think i actually only ate 1 proper meal a day,then we lived off sugary food. the best part of that week was definately our trip to liverpool, the way there we listened to "the sky is the limit" by jason derulo all the way there cause i got obsessed with it, and we spent about an hour looking for newlook, only for it to be rubbish (although in that store was the very first time i ever heard "mine" by Taylor Swift) and i could NEVER forget our trip to primark, and we nearly wee'd ourselves...and all because of my "rebel" jumper, we were just walking through the store normaly, me with my jumper on hanger in hand then suddenly  boom suprise attack, when the hanger hook got stuck in a womans pocket and she just kept walking, and i was trying to tug it free when you turned round we just burts into laughter, and then when we tried to tell your mum later we cried with laughter...on the way back from liverpool we had some diffuculty as we couldnt find the bus stop. this was also the week when i has that dream about Taylor Swift. and when we bought that chocolate gatuex and had to defrost it...but there was still a big bit of ice in the middle, "i like her teeth" remember that?...im so nice and THE BEST halloween party ever, as we decided to be rainbows and looked amazing. i deffinately think 2010 was a good year for us getting closer, as in december you came to stay for new year and there was one day when we spent £9.73 on munch from morrisons. in them couple of days we spent every day with Ash and Stuy, we both bought black vest tops and hoodies (yours was pink, mine was purple) from chester and wore them out to meet the guys one day with grey joggers and high top trainers (too cool) and remember how the hoodies came with a sign that said "touch me" on we were amused by it. as that week was just after christmas i had just gained an extra 14 Taylor Swift songs on my Ipod, and  that was all we listened to...so when you got home you started to listen to her <3 taylor time <3 and new years eve, when we "baby sat" my neices, who were both asleep, so we sat drinking,listening to music and eating (chicktella - chicken + nutella = nom nom nom ) ive just remembered a quote from that week, on the day we bought out bare much, we got some hollow chocolate balls and you couldnt find them and said really loud "where are my balls?? D:" it was so funny...the in January you and Ash got together and thats brilliant cause it means i get to see you loads, and we always have a good chat and rave out to Taylor Swift. i remember when i locked you in my room and passed you notes through the door and most recently when i stayed at yours for 4 days and "borrowed" a kitkat (naughty) and remember when we came down yours and we were drinking and the next day Daniel had 2 facebook messages, a comment on a photo, a poke, 36 missed calls and 8 text messages...totally normal of me. and also that day when you and Ash were at mine and you wouldnt let me passed and we just ended up laughing on the floor for no reason. I LOVE how every time we walk into T'wich you say "bidazzle" as we pass...and it reminds me of how you said it sounds like vajazzle... AWKWAAAARD. so anyways, happy belated 18th birthday my most wonderful friend, i hope you had a fab day chicken lips (sorry i had to put that in) haha tbh you're old now and that makes you 1 year closer to dying a natural death... but you CAN not legally drink (even though you have been anyway) even if you are old you are still just as wonderful and pretty, and funny, and yes Steg I WAS ENCHANTED TO MEET YOU. love you long time, from Midge Steg xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Always together, never apart, bestfriends forever sisters at heart <3

Gecky xx

In Flanders Fields

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

John McCrae.

Lest we forget

Gecky xx

Its all about tonight

I wasnt that drunk!

•  Dude, you were sat in my wardrobe yelling "where the hell is Narnia"
•  Dude, you were in the pool trying to find Nemo
•  Dude, you hugged a hobo with a white beard and cried "Dumbledore!...you're alive"
•  Dude, you asked your own girlfriend if she was single
•  Dude, you were shaking pinapples and shouting "are you in the spongebob?"
•  Dude, you threw my hamster across the room and yelled "go pikachu"
•  Dude, you threw my parakeet at a piggy bank and screamed "ANGRY BIRDS"
•  Dude, you were swimming in mud, saying you were in Willy Wonkas chocolate river
•  Dude, you spent 2 hours trying to drown a goldfish
•  Dude, you found a Justin Beiber poster and yelled "never" at it
•  Dude, you jumped off my bed and screamed "red bull gives you wiiiiiings"
•  Dude, you asked my mum if she was a virgin
•  Dude, you pushed a ginger into the sea and shouted "be free Ariel, be free!"
•  Dude, you threw a squirrel in the pool and yelled "Sandy! Bikini Bottom needs you"
•  Dude, you kept asking my cat why he killed Mufasa
•  Dude, you were playing 'got your nose' with Voldemort
•  Dude, you gave a midget a sock and shouted "Dobby, you're free!"
•  Dude, you were standing in the fireplace shouting "Diagon Alley"
•  Dude, you covered yourself in glitter and yelled "look, im Edward Cullen"
•  Dude, you kept running into a wall and said you were trying to get to platform 9 3/4
•  Dude, you fed a midget mushrooms and shouted "grow Mario grow!"
•  Dude, you had a screwdriver and kept asking who wanted a ride in the tardis
•  Dude,you picked up my hamster and screamed "SING ALVIN SING"
•  Dude, you were holding my cat in the air and singing the circle of life
•  Dude, you ran up to a tree and sais "look how big this peice of broccoli is!"
•  Dude, you saw a husky and started yelling "Jacob is that you?!"

the party was brill :L MALABU is my new best friend ;) and i got loads of good pictures :') but i had a blast and danced to "im sexy and i know it" XD ...another post coming on the 9th of November without fail as a happy birthday message <3

you're just like a slinky...you put a smile on my face when i push you down the stairs!

Gecky xx

wow...its been a while

Firstly i would like to appologise for my absence, i just dont know where my head has been these past couple of weeks...due college and my social life i seem to be naglecting my blog, and its not till now that ive had a chance to jump on the computer and type some random babble :)


secondly i feel the need to point out hollyoaks!  i mean OH M GEE! exciting much?? it has had me hooked every night for weeks! SILAS you scheming bugger!! but the fact that 3 girls all wore cat outfits had thrown a spanner in the workes hasnt it! mwahahahaaa...i totally thought that he was actually going to have the upper hand but when he killed his own daughter mistaking her for lidnsey or texas i was shocked and didnt know what would come next...im an anxious for tonights episode (eeeeeek!!)


also, for those out there who when it comes to books are like me and are utter nerds for fantasy type books then i have some books that i advise you to read, purely because they are AMAZING!!

1. the house of nights series (seriously i was hooked from page 1) (still more books to come)
2. the wolves of mercy falls; shiver,linger and forever (a little slow to begin but still amazing)
3. the ingo series; ingo, the tide knot,the deep and the crossing of ingo (mermaids :D)
4. the inheritace series; eragon,eldest,brisinger and inheritence (im yet to read the last one)
5. expecting someone taller (giants and leaders of the world....a little strange i may say)
6. newes from the dead (increadable! could NOT put it down!)
7. the secret circle 1&2 (witches with a cool twist)
8. Alice in wonderland (just because i adore the weirdness)

as it is halloween, i have decided to write in orange in black, this time last year i was at a party dressed as a rainbow with my beloved KP ( shes sort of my god sister if thats possible :') my mum is her god mother) rainbows you ask whyy? and to be honest we wanted to stand out and be cool kay? according to my mother 16 is too old to go trick or treating...im utterly gutted i must say, so this year i spent my halloween in college doing a full day of psychology followed by a mock exam :| woo...so it only seems right that i get a break to blog :)


honestly cannot wait for this week to end...this is why:
Monday: 3 hours of psychology, then a psychology mock exam
Tuesday: 3 hours of sociology, then a sociology mock exam
Wednesday: 3 hours of biology, then a biology mock exam
Thursday: "reading day"...in other words i get the day off :D
Friday: 3 hours of maths, then a maths mock exam
Saturday: 9am till 1:15 at work, then off to KPs birthday party >.< eeeeeeek!!!
Sunday: train to chester, bus from chester to t'wich...walk from bus station home...probably with a hang over


PARTYYYY! cannot wait! and im possitive that there will be a blog following that event to give you an insite to the drunken anticts of the party goers :')


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! :)


Gecky xx

Out of all these things I've done...I think I love you better now

This entire post is going to be orange... like Ed Sheerans hair :')

I'm gonna pick up the peices
and build a lego house
if things go wrong we can knock it down

my 3 words have 2 meanings
theres one thing on my mind
its all for you
and its dark in a cold december
but i got you to keep me warm
if you're broken i will mend ya
and i'll keep you sheltered from the storm
thats raging on....

i'm out of touch
i'm out of love
i'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'll do it for you in time
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

im gonna paint you by numbers
and colour you in
if things go right we can frame it
and put you on a wall

and its so hard to say it
but ive been here before
and i'll surrender up my heart
and swap it for yours

i'm out of touch
i'm out of love
i'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'll do it all for you in time
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

dont hold me down
i think the braces are breaking
and its more than i can take

and its dark in a cold december
and i got you to keep me warm
if you're broken i will mend ya
and i'll keep you shelters from the strom
thats raging on

i'm out of touch
i'm out of love
i'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'll do it all for you in time
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now...

hes one beautiful ginger ;) <3

Gecky xx

Sing! Spread the joy! and Smile!

just a gathering of feel good songs for the weekend!!!

EVERYBODY IS LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND WEEKEND, FRIDAY FRIDAY GETTIN' DOWN ON FRIDAY, EVERYBODY'S LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND, PARTYIN' PARTYIN' YEAH!! PARTYIN' PARTYIN' YEAH!! FUN, FUN, FUN, FUN, LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND!!!!!!

ALL MY LIFE IVE BEEN GOOD, BUT NOW, IM THINKING WHAT THE HELL, ALL I WANT IS TO MESS AROUND, AND I DONT REALLY CARE ABOUT, IF YOU LOVE ME, IF YOU HATE ME, YOU CANT SAVE ME BABY, BABY, ALL MY LIFE IVE BEEN GOOD BUT NOW, WHAT THE HELL!!

IM FEELIN' LIKE A STAR YOU CANT STOP MY SHINE, IM LOVIN' CLOUD NINE, MY HEADS IN THE SKY IM SOLO IM RIDIN' SOLO, IM RIDIN' SOLO SOLO

SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO LEARN, SOME PEOPLE WAIT THEIR TURN, SOME PEOPLE BUT NOT ME I WAS BORN A CHAMPION, SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO FIGHT, SOME PEOPLE WAIT THEIR LIVES, SOME PEOPLE DONT BELIEVE BUT I WAS BORN A CHAMPION!

I SEE YOU DRIVIN' ROUND TOWN WITH THE GIRL I LOVE AND IM LIKE FORGET YOU, I GUESS THE CHANGE IN MY POCKET WASNT ENOUGH, IM LIKE FORGET YOU AND FORGET HER TOO!

PACK UP YOUR TROUBLES IN YOUR OLD KIT BAG AND BURY THEM BENEITH THE SEA, I DONT CARE WHAT THE PEOPLE MAY SAY, WHAT THE PEOPLE MAY SAY ABOUT ME!

BUT MAKE YOUR JOKES, BLOW YOU SMOKE,GO FOR BROKE, YOU'RE NOT ALONE, BUT WHOS LAUGHING NOW, WHOS LAUGHING NOOOOOOW?? ;) ;)

YEH FOTHER MUCKERS!!!!!!!
...that is all ...thanks

Gecky xx

New start :)

HOLA!!
As i start college tomorrow i thought that i would write a blog about new beginnings :)

i guess i should review my holiday in spain...i did a lot of swimming and came home with about 4 million new bracelets (i have problems i know,i like bracelets too much), i met some cowboys (heheeee) got broken up with over text message but then got great GCSE results which made me feel better (Y)

A*, 3 As,4Bs and 4Cs <3 so wooooooooop :) i got into college fine and will be studying psychology,sociology,biology and mathology :D pretty darn excited about it now but also kinda nervous, as im loosing a few of my close friends as they are all going off to different colleges,still in the year below me or like one friend (who may i add is soooooo clever) who is being stupid and galavanting about the world (so he says) what a stupid thing to be doing at the tender age of 16, he had so much ahead of him...

anyway, on to the whole new start thingy-mo-bob...
i have decided that i am making a completely new start, as i am trying to be a better person but also to make myself happier, as i have found it is mostly my fault if i have a down fall, and that is why everything is going to change, starting with freedom, as i have always been the youngest of 4, i have always been treated differently (the favourite), and in some ways i guess the baby of the family, however now im off to college i am going to start to grow up a little more and try to be a little more independent,"all my life ive been good but now,im thinking what the hell!" but also i am now Ridin' Solo so i have no worries about being held back in that way and who needs a boyfriend, who is just going to try and change who I am and control everything I do, and then have the bloody cheek to turn around and tell me the reason we broke up was because i was obsessive and controlling (yeh right,little rat) "so go and tell your friends that im obsessive and crazy, thats fine i'll tell all mine that you're gay!!" and im also going to change the kind of person i am, ive always been bad with meeting new people but thats going to change, im gonna be much braver and introduce myself to new people, i want to know at least 2 new people at the end of tomorrow, and also im going to change how much i trust people, i know that i need to be on my guard for people who are honest and those who are not! and along similar lines i am going to be more honest,speak my mind and sort my own problems out rather than relying on my bestfriend all the time (as wonderful and helpful as he, i think he needs a break from all the drama that comes with me) i am putting some rules into place,i have 28 in total and im not going to break them, because i am determinded to keep all the friends i have right now as they are all so amazing and im sick of rumours, so if i stick to these rules then no one will have any reason to make rumours,"And people still study trynna point my flaws out.And I be lying if I say it ain't get to me,But I'm a champion, legend, history" im also going to be a little more forgiving (unless the thing that someone has done is so terrible that i never want to talk to them again) but i think it is deffinately time to let some grudges go (although people are on their last chances) but yeh i think that is about it with my new start....and even with all the changes im staying who i am, my personality is staying the same and i will stil have my bubbly and perfect outlook of life and thats how its going to stay unless i have reason to change that opinion...so for now im still me, i think im funny and if other people dont then shame on them ;) "whos laughing now"

onto my next point of business :P...tomorrow i dont only start college, but i also get to see one of my greatest friends for the first time in over a month now, and i have truely missed him so much so that will be great and if all goes well at college then all in all it should be a pretty wonderful day (Y)

Lastly,i am glad to be home, but england is freezing! so i think its time to get my winter clothes out, which i know i shouldnt be happy about but i am because i loooooove my hat which is a cat! it is deffinately my favourite winter wear (Y) and i might actually have dry feet this year (Y) as uggs dont keep rain out i have stolen my mums military boots (teeheeheee im so cheeky) ;) so heres to winter and my hat :) and a new start all round and anyone withing my own age range who is reading my babblings, i wish you luck in your next stage of life ...whether that be starting year 10 and having just made a big choice towards your options, if you're going into year 11 with your GCSEs ahead of you, of like me you are starting college!! :)

remember,no one has the right to change who you are,your future is in your own hands

Gecky xx