Robert J Crane...killer of dreams

Now of course i don't mean he literally killed my dreams, i just now have to put off reading the Morganville vampire series...which i had vowed to finally finish (i'm on book 12) but Robert J Crane has gone and brought out Limitless (Out of the box book 1) and as i read the girl in the box series, i feel this book is a must read, as Robert J Crane is an incredible writer...so there you have it, my dreams of finishing Morganville has been put on hold so that i can read Limitless!!

For anyone who hasn't read The Girl In The Box by Robert J Crane i highly recommend you read them as they are fantastic!!!

Gecky x

Wonderland

i feel like all i do anymore is post lyric blogs but here comes another one anyway :P this song is my current obsession...


flashing lights, and we
look a wrong turn , and we
fell down a rabbit hole
you held on tight to me
cause nothings as it seems
spinning out of control

didnt they tell us dont rush into things
didnt you flash your green eyes at me
havent you heard what becomes of curious minds?
didnt it all seem new and exciting
i felt your arms twisting around me
i should have slept with one eye open at night

we found wonderland
you and i got lost in it
and we pretended it could last forever
we found wonderland
you and i got lost in it
and life was never worse but never better
in wonderland
in wonderland

so we went on our way
too in love to think straight
all alone or so it seemed
but there were strangers watching
and whispers turned to talking
and talking turned to screams

didnt they tell us dont rush into things
didnt you flash your green eyes on me
didnt you calm my fears with the cheshire cat smile
didnt it all seem new and exciting 
i felt your arms twisting around me
its all fun and games till somebody loses their mind

we found wonderland
you and i got lost in it
and we pretended it could last forever
we found wonderland
you and i got lost in it
and life was never worse but never better
in wonderland
in wonderland

i reached but you were gone
i knew i had to go back home
you searched the world for something else
to make you feel like what we had
and in the end in wonderland
we both went mad

we found wonderland
you and i got lost in it
and we pretended it could last forever
we found wonderland
you and i got lost in it
and life was never worse but never better
in wonderland
in wonderland

<3

 i miss you

Gecky x

all that you are, is all that i'll ever need

you look so wonderful in your dress
i love your hair like that
the way it falls on the side of your neck
down your shoulders and back
we are surrounded by all of these lies
and people that talk too much
you got the kind of look in your eyes
as if no one knows anything but us

should this be the last thing i see?
i want you to know its enough for me
cause all that you are is all that i'll ever need
i'm so in love,  so in love,  so in love, so in love

you look so beautiful in this light 
your silhouette over me
the way it brings out the blue in your eyes
is the tenerife sea
and all of the voices surrounding us here
they just fade out when you take a breath
just say the world and then we'll disapear
into the wilderness

should this be the last thing i see?
i want you to know its enough for me
cause all that you are is all that i'll ever need
i'm so in love,  so in love,  so in love, so in love


Lumière, darlingLumière over me

Should this be the last thing I see
I want you to know it's enough for me
'Cause all that you are is all that I'll ever need
I'm so in love, so in loveSo in love, love, love, love,
So in love

You look so wonderful in your dress
I love your hair like that
And in a moment I knew you, best

that song is so beautiful <3 sorry for more posts but it is sunday and i have nothing better to do :L

Gecky x

Take me in to your loving arms, kiss me under the light of a thousand stars

Fake blood does not come off easily, it may all seem well and good covering your hands in it so you can put hand prints on people, but it will stain your hands, so I went to work today with red palms...great.

I have been on an ed Sheeran binge today...shock horror it's not Taylor swift.

Tenerife sea is one of my favourites on the album atm;

Should this be the last thing I see, I want you to know it's enough for me, cause all you are is all I'll ever need <3

Gecky x

Its all fun and games 'till somebody loses their mind

so sorry again for the over load of posts, but i have nothing better to do with my life :L i'm slowly driving myself insane with this psychology work.and i have this friend who is driving me crazy with texts...constantly asking me things...like seriously dude, do you need to know my life story -_- i have low tolerance for this particular person after finding out that he lied about talking to someone i asked him to speak to, he said he hadn't heard from them when he in fact had! so annoying! so i just need something to do that isn't researching schizophrenia or being talked to inappropriately -_- i do not appreciate all the innuendos . i may have to start just ignoring his texts.

i am still obsessively listening to Taylor Swifts new album, there are so many perfect songs on there <3 i wish i could drive you crazy by playing them constantly and singing along extremely out of tune, but you never cared that i couldn't sing did you?... i miss that ...then again what don't miss?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7WTU6Zram7Q&hd=1

^originally lady antebellum (who does not sound the same as Taylor swift!!) but i love this version :)

Gecky x

more Taylor Swift (Sorry)

I realise that this is the third blog in one day (oh my gosh!!) but I have been obsessing over 1989 all day and I already know which songs I'm going to like the best...although there are literally no songs that I don't absolutely love...i adore the album its so perfect... thought that i would share some of my favourite lyrics for each song...haha sorry you're probably sick of my constant Taylor Swift obsession...but I have just done about 3 hours worth of research on paranoid schizophrenia so I think I deserve a break :P full of 1989 of course...so here goes...

Like any great love it keeps you guessing, like any real love its ever changing, like any true love it drives you crazy, but you know you wouldn't change anything - Welcome to New York

Keep you second guessing, like oh my god who is she, i get drunk on jealousy, but you'll come back each time you leave, cause darling I'm a nightmare  dressed like a day dream - Blank Space

You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt, and i got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt, and when we go crashing down we come back every time, cause we never go out of style- Style

Remember when we couldn't take the heat, i walked out and said "I'm setting you free" but the monsters turned out to be just trees, and when the sun came up you were looking at me- Out of the woods

Hey, all you had to do was stay, had me in the palm of your hand then, why'd you have to go and lock me out when I let you in- All you had to do was stay

My ex man brought his new girlfriend, shes like "oh my god" and I'm just gonna shake, and to the fella over there with the hella good hair, wont you come on over baby, we can shake, shake ,shake- Shake it off

I wish you would come back, wish I never hung up the phone like I did I wish you knew that I'll never forget you as long as I live, I wish you were right here, right now, it's all good, I wish you would- I wish you would

Band-aids don't fix bullet holes you say sorry just for show if you live like that,you live with ghosts- Bad blood

He's so tall, and handsome as hell, he's so bad but he does it so well- Wildest dreams

I want you for worse or for better I would wait for ever and ever, broke your heart, I'll put it back together
I want you for ever and ever- How you get the girl

This love is good, this love is bad, this love is alive back from the dead, these hands had to let it go free, and this love came back to me- This love

Baby I know places we won't be found and they'll be chasing our tails tryin' to track us down, cause I, I know places we can hide- I know places

Rain came pouring down when I was drowning, that's when I could finally breathe- Clean

Didn't they tell us don't rush into things, didn't you flash your green eyes at me, didn't you calm my fears with the cheshire cat's smile, didn't it all seem new and exciting, I felt your arms twisting around me, It's all fun and games 'til somebody loses their mind- Wonderland

You can hear it in the silence, silence, you can feel it on the way home, way home, you can see it with the lights out, lights out, you are in love, true love- You are in love

Baby we're the new romantics, come on, come on along with me, heart break is the national anthem
we sing it proudly, we are too busy dancing, to get knocked off our feet, baby we're the new romantics, the best people in life for free- New romantics

But in the end in wonderland, we both went mad <3

Gecky x

1989 messages...

oh how i love when i get a new taylor swift album and i get to look for the messages she hides in the lyrics <3 so the ones in the album seem to all make up one story rather than them all being separate for each song...so cryptic ...

1. we begin our story in new youk
2. there once was a girl known by everyone and no one
3. her heart belonged to someone who couldnt stay
4. they loved eachother recklessly
5. they paid the price
6. she danced to forget him
7. he drove past her street each night 
8. she made friends and enemies
9. he only was her in his dreams
10. then one day he came back
11. timing is a funny thing
12. and everyone was watching
13. she lost him but she found herself and somehow that was everything

<3

Gecky x