Do you ever you sit and watch people, and i mean really watch then, see how they act, the strange things they do? well sometimes i do, when im on the bus or just walking around town or sitting alone somewhere...there is nothing quite as interesting as the behaviour of people...i mean, for godsake i study psychology and sociology so i basically actually study human behaviour and society...
sometimes, i like to watch my friends and family...and its funny to see all their little quirks and sub conscious behaviours...but maybe its just me.
i do believe that i have nothing to write about..i mean i never think i do yet i seem to find something to ramble on about for far too long... i think some times that i confuse my friends because i talk none stop at about 6 million miles a hour and probably most of what i say doesnt even make much sense.
sometimes i realise that i am singing to myself and that people are looking at me, i do it at work all the time and then think oops XD and i dance around like a weirdo when i think that no one is watching...only to spin around and find my mother standing there staring and laughing at me....
We are too busy dancing, to get knocked off our feet,
Gecky x
Thursday, 5 February 2015
Friday, 23 January 2015
you dont need a plan of what you wanna do...
George Ezra is my newest obsession :P
i realise that it has been nearly a month since i last posted anything, but ive been ill, then busy with uni and work etc...and more than anything i really dont even know what to write about and it seems pretty pointless typing for the sake of typing, which is what i seem to do now....
so happy new year i guess...new year new me all that shit....nah i dont think so really, i mean of course i have changed in the last couple of months as have been going through a lot of stuff, and that is bound to change a person, but i think it has helped for the better, i am a much stronger person now than i was, i stay on my own when my parents go away, i dont need to rely on anyone and i have made a great deal of amazing friends :) and i mean its still hard...i still think about it...especially with it coming up to what would have been a 3 year anniversary...and it sucks that 3 years of my life are just gone now :( but there is nothing i can do but move forward and aim to be the best and happiest as i can be with myself...but i cant help wonder do you think of me?....so enough about that...some George Ezra lyrics are called for i think, as he is all i have listened to for the last week :P
"i got my tracing paper, so that i could trace my clock, and the bastard face kept changing and the hands they wouldn't stop, well i was ripping out the battery, i received myself a shock, and to add insult to injury i could still hear tick and tock"
" i feel your head resting heavy on your single bed, i want to hear all about it, get it all off your chest, i feel the tears, and you're not alone oh, and when i hold you no i wont let go"
" oh did you steal my name, oh you jack of all trades, you're the master of none, oh the race has begun, i was born a champion, i was born to jump and run"
"theres just one problem with my plan, you spend your nights with another man, oh you don't rest your head near mine no more, i gotta take my plot back to the drawing board"
"you may think that hes a demolition expert, when hes finished with your self-esteem"
Im 20 in under 3 months...
say you'll remember me, standing in a nice dress, staring at the sun set babe, red lips and rosy cheeks, say you'll see me again, even if its just in your wildest dreams...
Gecky x
i realise that it has been nearly a month since i last posted anything, but ive been ill, then busy with uni and work etc...and more than anything i really dont even know what to write about and it seems pretty pointless typing for the sake of typing, which is what i seem to do now....
so happy new year i guess...new year new me all that shit....nah i dont think so really, i mean of course i have changed in the last couple of months as have been going through a lot of stuff, and that is bound to change a person, but i think it has helped for the better, i am a much stronger person now than i was, i stay on my own when my parents go away, i dont need to rely on anyone and i have made a great deal of amazing friends :) and i mean its still hard...i still think about it...especially with it coming up to what would have been a 3 year anniversary...and it sucks that 3 years of my life are just gone now :( but there is nothing i can do but move forward and aim to be the best and happiest as i can be with myself...but i cant help wonder do you think of me?....so enough about that...some George Ezra lyrics are called for i think, as he is all i have listened to for the last week :P
"i got my tracing paper, so that i could trace my clock, and the bastard face kept changing and the hands they wouldn't stop, well i was ripping out the battery, i received myself a shock, and to add insult to injury i could still hear tick and tock"
" i feel your head resting heavy on your single bed, i want to hear all about it, get it all off your chest, i feel the tears, and you're not alone oh, and when i hold you no i wont let go"
" oh did you steal my name, oh you jack of all trades, you're the master of none, oh the race has begun, i was born a champion, i was born to jump and run"
"theres just one problem with my plan, you spend your nights with another man, oh you don't rest your head near mine no more, i gotta take my plot back to the drawing board"
"you may think that hes a demolition expert, when hes finished with your self-esteem"
Im 20 in under 3 months...
say you'll remember me, standing in a nice dress, staring at the sun set babe, red lips and rosy cheeks, say you'll see me again, even if its just in your wildest dreams...
Gecky x
Sunday, 28 December 2014
19, skinny jeans, game of thrones t shirt
"16, blue jeans, abercrombe tshirt" of course its a taylor swift reference :P
so its been a while since ive blogged...yet again, but ive been super busy with uni assignments and then of course christmas :P
and i looooove christmas, i love christmas songs, decorations, jumpers just anything christmassy <3
not much to report tbh im just ill and incredibly bored so wanted something to do i guess, sooo things about me
im 19 years old, im completely obessesed with taylor swift (in case you hadnt guessed that) i also love ed sheeran and paramore...i love animals, especiallly cats, owls, foxes and giraffes and yes i do own a giraffe onsie...it has a tail and everything its awesome....
im slightly nerdy and love harry potter, lotr that kind of thing :) oh star wars too of course and i watch any marvel film i can get hold of :)
i have 2 sisters, a brother, a step brother and 3 nieces....im the youngest of 4 and boy do i know it...i think my mum sometimes forgets that i am in fact 20 in under 4 months... omg which is CRAZYY i dont wanna be 20 it means i wont be a teenager anymore and that i therefore cannot blame by moods on being a teenager ;) ah well my mother will have to deal with it...and besides i am the well behaved one in my family :P which tbh is probably why my mum makes such a fuss and trys to look after me a little too much sometimes...
i rarely wear anything but tshirts with skinny jeans, or shorts with tights and i have a pair of doc martin style boots which are my current obsession and i dont think i have worn any other shoes since i bought them haha...
i have a soft spot for anything that is fluffy, and yes even though ...as i pointed out i am nearly 20, my sister did get me a toothless build a bear for christmas and he is AMAZING!
i love love loooove disney films and i will watch them over and over...my favourites include....the jungle book, tangled, 101 dalmation, aristocats , aladdin , princess and the frog, alice in wonderland and of course frozen <3
i also love my ds, especially animal crossing new leaf and any pokemon game...i mean come on who doesnt love pokemon :P
there are a lot of things that i tell people i hate but i secretly love :P
i own not one...not two but three onsies...which according to my mother is more than any person should own
i have just realised that it is my birthday in 99 days!!!!! ahh exciting
oh if you havent already noticed my brain is a bit scattered and i tend to more quickly from on thing to another without finishing sentences sometimes haha...i talk as fast as things go through my mind and often i dont have a filter between whats going on in my head and what comes out of my mouth which can create some awkward moments...just yesterday i tried to explain to my mum that i wanted something chocolatey that wasnt actually chocolate...if that makes any sense at all....so yeah...that is me pretty much haha
Im the kind of person who is super quiet until you get to know me...and then i will never stop talking haha
Gecky x
so its been a while since ive blogged...yet again, but ive been super busy with uni assignments and then of course christmas :P
and i looooove christmas, i love christmas songs, decorations, jumpers just anything christmassy <3
not much to report tbh im just ill and incredibly bored so wanted something to do i guess, sooo things about me
im 19 years old, im completely obessesed with taylor swift (in case you hadnt guessed that) i also love ed sheeran and paramore...i love animals, especiallly cats, owls, foxes and giraffes and yes i do own a giraffe onsie...it has a tail and everything its awesome....
im slightly nerdy and love harry potter, lotr that kind of thing :) oh star wars too of course and i watch any marvel film i can get hold of :)
i have 2 sisters, a brother, a step brother and 3 nieces....im the youngest of 4 and boy do i know it...i think my mum sometimes forgets that i am in fact 20 in under 4 months... omg which is CRAZYY i dont wanna be 20 it means i wont be a teenager anymore and that i therefore cannot blame by moods on being a teenager ;) ah well my mother will have to deal with it...and besides i am the well behaved one in my family :P which tbh is probably why my mum makes such a fuss and trys to look after me a little too much sometimes...
i rarely wear anything but tshirts with skinny jeans, or shorts with tights and i have a pair of doc martin style boots which are my current obsession and i dont think i have worn any other shoes since i bought them haha...
i have a soft spot for anything that is fluffy, and yes even though ...as i pointed out i am nearly 20, my sister did get me a toothless build a bear for christmas and he is AMAZING!
i love love loooove disney films and i will watch them over and over...my favourites include....the jungle book, tangled, 101 dalmation, aristocats , aladdin , princess and the frog, alice in wonderland and of course frozen <3
i also love my ds, especially animal crossing new leaf and any pokemon game...i mean come on who doesnt love pokemon :P
there are a lot of things that i tell people i hate but i secretly love :P
i own not one...not two but three onsies...which according to my mother is more than any person should own
i have just realised that it is my birthday in 99 days!!!!! ahh exciting
oh if you havent already noticed my brain is a bit scattered and i tend to more quickly from on thing to another without finishing sentences sometimes haha...i talk as fast as things go through my mind and often i dont have a filter between whats going on in my head and what comes out of my mouth which can create some awkward moments...just yesterday i tried to explain to my mum that i wanted something chocolatey that wasnt actually chocolate...if that makes any sense at all....so yeah...that is me pretty much haha
Im the kind of person who is super quiet until you get to know me...and then i will never stop talking haha
Gecky x
Friday, 28 November 2014
shake it off
Blank space is still my obsession, i love dancing round to it like a crazy person....so now ive officially done 2 assignments, a psychology poster on schizophrenia and a social welfare test today...oh god i hope it went well, i spent so long trying to remember important names that when it came to it i remembered the names but not what they actually said, so who knows how it went really but i dont have to worry about that now, got 2 more assignments left due the 8th and 10th blehhhh and i am yet to start either...i really should try to be a better student but i get distracted so easily.
"keep you second guessing like oh my god who is she, i get drunk on jealousy, but youll come back each time you leave, cause darling im a nightmare dressed like a daydream" i love love loveeee that line <3 i cannot get it out of my head......but it is december on monday and that means it will officially be socially acceptable to listen to Christmas songs...and God how i love christmas :D :D i dont really know what else to say so just gonna put some lyrics of songs that ive been listening to recently......
..
"you had it figured out since you were in school, everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool, and over night you look like a 60's queen"
"didnt you flash your green eyes at me, didnt you calm my fears with the cheshire cat smile"
"i mean its crazy, we finish eachothers ....SANDWICHES...thats what i was gonna say, ive never met someone who thinks so much like me, Jinx, jinx again!!"
"make way here he comes, ring bells, bang the drums, oh youre gonna love this guy!! prince ali, fabulous he aliababwa!"
" Mmmmm come one and take it back love, come on and take it back for us, dont you fade into the back love, no"
"all the other kids with their pumped up kicks, better run better run, out run my gun"
"theres a place i go when im alone, do anything i want, be anyone i wanna be"
"look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and everything that you do"
"and if you have a minute why dont we go, talk about it somewhere only we know"
so yeah...that is all :)
Gecky x
"keep you second guessing like oh my god who is she, i get drunk on jealousy, but youll come back each time you leave, cause darling im a nightmare dressed like a daydream" i love love loveeee that line <3 i cannot get it out of my head......but it is december on monday and that means it will officially be socially acceptable to listen to Christmas songs...and God how i love christmas :D :D i dont really know what else to say so just gonna put some lyrics of songs that ive been listening to recently......
..
"you had it figured out since you were in school, everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool, and over night you look like a 60's queen"
"didnt you flash your green eyes at me, didnt you calm my fears with the cheshire cat smile"
"i mean its crazy, we finish eachothers ....SANDWICHES...thats what i was gonna say, ive never met someone who thinks so much like me, Jinx, jinx again!!"
"make way here he comes, ring bells, bang the drums, oh youre gonna love this guy!! prince ali, fabulous he aliababwa!"
" Mmmmm come one and take it back love, come on and take it back for us, dont you fade into the back love, no"
"all the other kids with their pumped up kicks, better run better run, out run my gun"
"theres a place i go when im alone, do anything i want, be anyone i wanna be"
"look at the stars, look how they shine for you, and everything that you do"
"and if you have a minute why dont we go, talk about it somewhere only we know"
so yeah...that is all :)
Gecky x
Wednesday, 26 November 2014
Hakuna Matata
What a wonderful phrase,hakuna Matata it ain't no passing craze...it means no worrys for the rest of your days...it's our problem free,philosophy...hakuna matata ❤️
It's been a while since I blogged...well no really but in comparison to recently as I posted most days :) since I last blogged I have had a bunch of uni work to do and my phone finally gave up on life ...RIP tardis phone.. :( but I have a new phone now....on that actually works and I have discovered snap chat and also made my mum get it too...there's nothing better in life than getting a snapchat of your mother eating your Nutella with a spoon while you're on a night out... I also finally managed to get all the music off my old iPod and finally have more than a few artists on my new one haha...still 3 more assignments to do so until then I probably won't blog but this was just something to do while I was on the bus to uni :P
Everyday is still a struggle
Gecky x
Monday, 10 November 2014
magic, madness, heaven, sin...
clearly i am still obsessing about Taylor Swifts new album...and she brought out a video for Blank Space...which is my favourite on the album and i heard it on the radio for the first time today :D
So after many hours of boredom i decided to go through my facebook page...and all i can think after looking at old pictures of myself if that people let me go outside looking like that!!! :L like why would they let me do that?? there are some questionable fashion choices along with some awful faces...and i dont think i can live with seeing them...i was such an awkward teenage...tbh im still awkward and at 19 still technically a teenager...but i am not like a super weirdo...as i have come to the conclusion that i was super weird when i was in school...and how on earth i had friends is beyond me completely...although now at 19 i care very little what people think, as im always gonna get judge by something i do,say or wear so why should i care :L
"cause they got cages, they got the boxes, and guns...they are the hunters and we are the foxes...and we run"
Gecky x
So after many hours of boredom i decided to go through my facebook page...and all i can think after looking at old pictures of myself if that people let me go outside looking like that!!! :L like why would they let me do that?? there are some questionable fashion choices along with some awful faces...and i dont think i can live with seeing them...i was such an awkward teenage...tbh im still awkward and at 19 still technically a teenager...but i am not like a super weirdo...as i have come to the conclusion that i was super weird when i was in school...and how on earth i had friends is beyond me completely...although now at 19 i care very little what people think, as im always gonna get judge by something i do,say or wear so why should i care :L
"cause they got cages, they got the boxes, and guns...they are the hunters and we are the foxes...and we run"
Gecky x
Friday, 7 November 2014
Obsessive, crazy me...
I've come to the realisation that I have the tendency to become slightly obsessed with things...for example
Socks
Foxes
Owls
Taylor Swift
Giraffes
Pandora
Loom bands
Cats
And im sure I should now add blogger to that list as I can't seem to stop posting...it's one of the only things that helps me forgot...even for a tiny bit...god I miss you.
Socks
Foxes
Owls
Taylor Swift
Giraffes
Pandora
Loom bands
Cats
And im sure I should now add blogger to that list as I can't seem to stop posting...it's one of the only things that helps me forgot...even for a tiny bit...god I miss you.
Gecky x
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