Saturday, 31 December 2011

baby sitting on newyears fun fun!!

 so most people are out partying right now but oh no not me, im sat at home with my 2 cousins and my neice babysitting (how fun is that) to be honest i did get paid  £20 for this ... so its all good and i now have a mission for the next going with my baby sitting money and wages from work and am going to invest in a "I <3 Dinosaurs" hoodie...i know right! how exciting is that ...i litrally cannot contain my sure my mother will love it ;)

so instead of getting drunk, im blogging and texting Spamuel <3 so its not all bad i parents and 2 aunties and uncles are bound to come home full of alcohol caused merryment ;) and i have to stay sober...well relativly i guess hmmmm bacardi? no one will know i guess :P

my christmas holidays have been spent eventfully i guess, ive spent most days with the most wonderful person i think i know :P

and anyways its not thaaaaat bad cause i guess i have just spent the last hour or so obsessivly playing plants vs vombies (whos a cool 16 year old huh) teheheh im so special...

now for a song :

The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
And I'm a house of cards
You're the kind of reckless
That should send me runnin'
But I kinda know that I won't get far
And you stood there in front of me
Just close enough to touch
Close enough to hope you couldn't see
What I was thinking of
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

My mind forgets to remind me
You're a bad idea
You touch me once and it's really something,
You find I'm even better than you imagined I would be.
I'm on my guard for the rest of the world
But with you I know it's no good
And I could wait patiently but I really wish you would...

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild.
Just keep on keeping your eyes on me, it's just wrong enough to make it feel right.
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow?
I'm captivated by you, baby, like a firework show.
Drop everything now,
Meet me in the pouring rain,
Kiss me on the sidewalk,
Take away the pain
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile.
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down
Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile

The sparks fly...
Oh, baby, smile...
The sparks fly...

thank you once again Taylor Swift for an amazing song that sums up how i feel <3

happy new year :)

Gecky xx

Thursday, 22 December 2011

Elvis isnt dead cause i heard him on the radio...

So maybe i did get a chance to blog before Christmas (A) 3 days to go :D I'm so excited its unreal...

the reason for this blog is a request that i am yet to commit to :)

so referring back to my previous blog "new start :)" i would like to point out where i said i wanted to know at least 2 new people by the end of the first day...and indeed i do know 2 new people... and not only am i acquaintance's with said people but one of the 2 seems to have become my best friend. Spam...hmm where can i begin? i do often find myself asking myself "why the hell is this boy my friend?" because he is utterly insane, but who am i to talk, cause I'm not exactly normal myself...but when i think about it i realise yeh he does terrarise me by poking me in the ribs several times a day much to my displeasure, and he does talk about tai boxing ALL the time,  and wishes he was elvis (hence the title) but for the majority  of the time he is lovely. i guess he has his moments which make me realise that deep down he is a big softy ;) which he would never admit to but i know its true ;) tehehehe... but strangely within a week or 2 this boy was hanging round with us and now me and him are practically inseperable, and always manage to have a good laugh together. So my rant (in the blog "my lifestyle's terribly wild but you'll never catch me on the Jeremy Kyle show" )was originally meant to be about Spam (not as in email spam or that processed meat shiz-YUCK) but my friend: the rant was going to be a joke ovbiously but lets be honest i just couldnt think of enough bad points to say about my Spamuel :') so here is to Spam, who as annoying and frustraiting and he is has somehow managed to become my bestfriend (A)

always look on the bright side of life :D

Gecky xx

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

My lifestyle's terribly wild, but you'll never catch me on the Jeremy Kyle show...

4 days till Christmas 2011 :) must admit for a 16 year old maybe i am a tad over excited

as for the title that would be Traktor...the Ed Sheeran cover is beaut :')  and i must say I'm a little bit addicted to it :) (tehehehe)

but i in fact just wanted to write a rant, why i don't even know...maybe its because English students have had to write a rant and i was jealous and Ive been looking for inspiration for a decent, heart felt rant for about 2 weeks now and you know what...nothing, i cant think of anything to write about which actually coincidentally gives me a good idea for a rant so here goes...

so whats the deal with writers block, ive seached for weeks for a decent topic and ive come up with none, not one single idea in 14 whole days , what is the deal with that? i dont understand. Writers block appears to be the down fall of any form of creative writing that forms in my brain, i'll be there writing away happily as the ideas flow from my mind onto the paper via the ink that is within my pen, and then suddenly, catastophy strikes and my mind goes completely blank and the words will not flow and i'll be mid sentence and will no longer be able to think of a single word to write down, my pen stops writing and i stop to think and this goes on for some time and nothing will happen. its as if a huge brick wall has formed in my mind...on one side if the door there is me, the creative writer stuck for words and on the other side are all my ideas, the fantastic characters for a story, the inspiration for a good blog post or words that rhyme in order to write a poem...and no matter how hard i try i cant get to the other side in order to get to the ideas that i need to continue.

The fact is, creative writing appears to be my strong point as long as writers block does strike me. so i'll be sat there in lesson and i really should be listening to the teacher, who takes there time to stand in front of me and tell me all about the subject, and you know what happens to me, the perfect story or poem will come into my head and i'll just have to write it down and the words will flow and flow, but when i want to write something because im bored the first hurdel i come to is thinging of something to write about and i never can, and it drives me crazy, really grids my gears, drives me around the bend.

Writers whats the deffinition, its said to be a temporary psychological inability to begin or continue work on a piece of writing, but if you ask me...all writes block really annoying... why must it strike at the most unfortunate times, when i have an essay due in the next day or during an english exam... i guess exams are the worst... looking around and seeing that everyone is frantically scribbling away with their stories and essays and im just sat there staring at the paper thinking "" my mind goes blank and i find myself facing my old nemisis...that million foot brick wall, i could try to climb it...but that would be hopeless, there is no way around it so i guess the only way is to sit and stare at the bricks and hope that  they will magically disolve and let me join in the frantic scribbling of pens on paper, the beginning of a story, them last words to perfectly round off an essay. the finishing sentence to a blog post that will complete it and make it magnificant but i can never quite find the words, i know they are there, just over that wall but can never reach them until the last minute and have to quickly write every thought down as it comes into my head before it leaves.

and another thing...oh, i cant seem to find the words, and i find myself staring at that all too familiar wall...brilliant! just as i get into my stide it hits just now, Sigh...writers block, will i ever get the last word?

if i dont blog before hand...have a good christmas bloggers <3

Gecky xx

Sunday, 4 December 2011

Ray Mears

^ this seems to be my latest nick name :L and its all started on wednesday the 30th of november 2011... the day of the strike, yeh i got the day of college (what a shame) and most people seemed to have had nice relaxing days which consist of a long lie in and the a shopping trip or off to the cinema...then there is me, who decided to walk 6 miles to meet a friend...

why you think? and you know what im currently wondering the exact same thing...i mean i had a pretty epic day but i had to walk 6 miles and when i got there i was tired, hungry and my feet hurt,and all i wanted to do was chill out, "the boy" however had differnet plans that for some reason included climbing up a HUGE hill, crossing a narrow pipe across a small river and then climbing over some barbed wire followed by some rather steep steps...oh the joy, not to mention the fact that my trainers which were brilliantly white and new got covered in mud, then again as i fore mentioned i did have a brilliant day and i now want a cardboard horse :P a Ray mears diary entry followes:

Day 8: its so cold...i cant feel my toes
Day 9: had to saw my toes off with my zip...frostbite
Day 14: had to eat a small child today how long can this go on?
Day 15: had to eat "the boy" and now there is no point in living *jumps in canal*
Day 18 : i saw a bright light in the canal water...turned out to be Ed Sheerans hair
Day 19: he pulled me to safety
Day 20: thats when i realised i was in my garden and have been the whole time

yeh that is pretty much the end of my Ray Mears story...

an apple a day keeps the doctor away :P

Gecky xx

Saturday, 12 November 2011

belated birthday wishes!

I said this blog would appear without fail on the apears i failed, though i have many valid excuses...ive been home alone, ive had a busy week, and i had an essay to write that night :) so sooooorry (Y)
but anyway, here it is...

Little Steg,

you know when you know someone for litrally your whole life? and you gotta like to yourself "wow they're pretty damn special to me"... well thats you... for the full 16 years of my life you have been like family.So, in those 16 years we've had some pretty epic times havent we? starting from the beginning...well i say the beginning but really i mean the earliest things i can remember... so when we were younger (i say younger cause we are still "little" short people ftw) we used to colour in shells (ermyeh, cool or what?) and how we used to chant "naughty Alan, naughty Alan" some some random unknown reason. then there was that time we went camping in shell island and i buryed your sandles and you cried (sorry about that) and i think that was the same camping trip where on the way back you laughed and spat sunny D everywhere! and also the same trip when i randomly decided to hand my flipflop out of the car window on a chain all the way home and we couldnt stop laughing. that was the old times when we hardley saw eachother but now that we are older we see eachother loads more...Greece 2010...What.A.Holiday!!!! the best 2 weeks ever, where we spent every moment of every day laughing, on the plane, we saw a boy who had a limp we named him limpy, and his friend was called spikey! yeah we're cool kay? on the first night we had already managed to vandalise our room...yeah we drew all over the mirror with suncream,lipgloss,mascara, and anything else we could find really. then there was that night that we stole Alans drink, "ARRRRR" PMSL and he was so drunk that we had to help him walk, but he told my ma that it was us who were drunk (liar) remember how that man scared you when you were on the way to the toilet...and how much that woman at the shop loved us (cause we spent so much money there) and that one day when we went into the town on our own and then my mum and Alan asked us to meet them at the bar they were at, easier said than done it seemed as we walked around for ages and by time we actually found the bar they had left (pfft typical) and there was that man who looked like Joey from friends (teheehe) and how could i forget Fabian <3 we loved him even if he didnt add me on facebook (sob sob) and our best friend the maid "raaaabisssh??" with her random little Greek jingle on her phone, and how we shreaded the toilet roll and put it in the kettel for her on the last day, just to realise that my 'rents would later be coming into our room before we went for out flight...AWKWAAAAARD... and you gotta remember how we stood in the corner whilst she mopped around up, what a babe and how when i spilt my bacardi breezer on the bed she just flipped the sheet over rather than change it...the drink was bright red for gods sake did she think we wouldnt notice, also my mom broke her shaw (LOL). that holiday is why we call eachother steg and how "eenie Meenie" by justin beiber became our song, because we would listen to it all the time and do our dance for it. then there was that week in october 2010 when i stayed with you for a week, we had a right laugh, and i think i actually only ate 1 proper meal a day,then we lived off sugary food. the best part of that week was definately our trip to liverpool, the way there we listened to "the sky is the limit" by jason derulo all the way there cause i got obsessed with it, and we spent about an hour looking for newlook, only for it to be rubbish (although in that store was the very first time i ever heard "mine" by Taylor Swift) and i could NEVER forget our trip to primark, and we nearly wee'd ourselves...and all because of my "rebel" jumper, we were just walking through the store normaly, me with my jumper on hanger in hand then suddenly  boom suprise attack, when the hanger hook got stuck in a womans pocket and she just kept walking, and i was trying to tug it free when you turned round we just burts into laughter, and then when we tried to tell your mum later we cried with laughter...on the way back from liverpool we had some diffuculty as we couldnt find the bus stop. this was also the week when i has that dream about Taylor Swift. and when we bought that chocolate gatuex and had to defrost it...but there was still a big bit of ice in the middle, "i like her teeth" remember that? so nice and THE BEST halloween party ever, as we decided to be rainbows and looked amazing. i deffinately think 2010 was a good year for us getting closer, as in december you came to stay for new year and there was one day when we spent £9.73 on munch from morrisons. in them couple of days we spent every day with Ash and Stuy, we both bought black vest tops and hoodies (yours was pink, mine was purple) from chester and wore them out to meet the guys one day with grey joggers and high top trainers (too cool) and remember how the hoodies came with a sign that said "touch me" on we were amused by it. as that week was just after christmas i had just gained an extra 14 Taylor Swift songs on my Ipod, and  that was all we listened when you got home you started to listen to her <3 taylor time <3 and new years eve, when we "baby sat" my neices, who were both asleep, so we sat drinking,listening to music and eating (chicktella - chicken + nutella = nom nom nom ) ive just remembered a quote from that week, on the day we bought out bare much, we got some hollow chocolate balls and you couldnt find them and said really loud "where are my balls?? D:" it was so funny...the in January you and Ash got together and thats brilliant cause it means i get to see you loads, and we always have a good chat and rave out to Taylor Swift. i remember when i locked you in my room and passed you notes through the door and most recently when i stayed at yours for 4 days and "borrowed" a kitkat (naughty) and remember when we came down yours and we were drinking and the next day Daniel had 2 facebook messages, a comment on a photo, a poke, 36 missed calls and 8 text messages...totally normal of me. and also that day when you and Ash were at mine and you wouldnt let me passed and we just ended up laughing on the floor for no reason. I LOVE how every time we walk into T'wich you say "bidazzle" as we pass...and it reminds me of how you said it sounds like vajazzle... AWKWAAAARD. so anyways, happy belated 18th birthday my most wonderful friend, i hope you had a fab day chicken lips (sorry i had to put that in) haha tbh you're old now and that makes you 1 year closer to dying a natural death... but you CAN not legally drink (even though you have been anyway) even if you are old you are still just as wonderful and pretty, and funny, and yes Steg I WAS ENCHANTED TO MEET YOU. love you long time, from Midge Steg xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Always together, never apart, bestfriends forever sisters at heart <3

Gecky xx

In Flanders Fields

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

John McCrae.

Lest we forget

Gecky xx

Monday, 7 November 2011

Its all about tonight

I wasnt that drunk!

  •  Dude, you were sat in my wardrobe yelling "where the hell is Narnia"
  •  Dude, you were in the pool trying to find Nemo
  •  Dude, you hugged a hobo with a white beard and cried "Dumbledore!'re alive"
  •  Dude, you asked your own girlfriend if she was single
  •  Dude, you were shaking pinapples and shouting "are you in the spongebob?"
  •  Dude, you threw my hamster across the room and yelled "go pikachu"
  •  Dude, you threw my parakeet at a piggy bank and screamed "ANGRY BIRDS"
  •  Dude, you were swimming in mud, saying you were in Willy Wonkas chocolate river
  •  Dude, you spent 2 hours trying to drown a goldfish
  •  Dude, you found a Justin Beiber poster and yelled "never" at it
  •  Dude, you jumped off my bed and screamed "red bull gives you wiiiiiings"
  •  Dude, you asked my mum if she was a virgin
  •  Dude, you pushed a ginger into the sea and shouted "be free Ariel, be free!"
  •  Dude, you threw a squirrel in the pool and yelled "Sandy! Bikini Bottom needs you"
  •  Dude, you kept asking my cat why he killed Mufasa
  •  Dude, you were playing 'got your nose' with Voldemort
  •  Dude, you gave a midget a sock and shouted "Dobby, you're free!"
  •  Dude, you were standing in the fireplace shouting "Diagon Alley"
  •  Dude, you covered yourself in glitter and yelled "look, im Edward Cullen"
  •  Dude, you kept running into a wall and said you were trying to get to platform 9 3/4
  •  Dude, you fed a midget mushrooms and shouted "grow Mario grow!"
  •  Dude, you had a screwdriver and kept asking who wanted a ride in the tardis
  •  Dude,you picked up my hamster and screamed "SING ALVIN SING"
  •  Dude, you were holding my cat in the air and singing the circle of life
  •  Dude, you ran up to a tree and sais "look how big this peice of broccoli is!"
  •  Dude, you saw a husky and started yelling "Jacob is that you?!"
the party was brill :L MALABU is my new best friend ;) and i got loads of good pictures :') but i had a blast and danced to "im sexy and i know it" XD ...another post coming on the 9th of November without fail as a happy birthday message <3

you're just like a put a smile on my face when i push you down the stairs!

Gecky xx

Monday, 31 October 2011

wow...its been a while

Firstly i would like to appologise for my absence, i just dont know where my head has been these past couple of weeks...due college and my social life i seem to be naglecting my blog, and its not till now that ive had a chance to jump on the computer and type some random babble :)

secondly i feel the need to point out hollyoaks!  i mean OH M GEE! exciting much?? it has had me hooked every night for weeks! SILAS you scheming bugger!! but the fact that 3 girls all wore cat outfits had thrown a spanner in the workes hasnt it! mwahahahaaa...i totally thought that he was actually going to have the upper hand but when he killed his own daughter mistaking her for lidnsey or texas i was shocked and didnt know what would come an anxious for tonights episode (eeeeeek!!)

also, for those out there who when it comes to books are like me and are utter nerds for fantasy type books then i have some books that i advise you to read, purely because they are AMAZING!!
  1. the house of nights series (seriously i was hooked from page 1) (still more books to come)
  2. the wolves of mercy falls; shiver,linger and forever (a little slow to begin but still amazing)
  3. the ingo series; ingo, the tide knot,the deep and the crossing of ingo (mermaids :D)
  4. the inheritace series; eragon,eldest,brisinger and inheritence (im yet to read the last one)
  5. expecting someone taller (giants and leaders of the world....a little strange i may say)
  6. newes from the dead (increadable! could NOT put it down!)
  7. the secret circle 1&2 (witches with a cool twist)
  8. Alice in wonderland (just because i adore the weirdness)
as it is halloween, i have decided to write in orange in black, this time last year i was at a party dressed as a rainbow with my beloved KP ( shes sort of my god sister if thats possible :') my mum is her god mother) rainbows you ask whyy? and to be honest we wanted to stand out and be cool kay? according to my mother 16 is too old to go trick or utterly gutted i must say, so this year i spent my halloween in college doing a full day of psychology followed by a mock exam :| it only seems right that i get a break to blog :)

honestly cannot wait for this week to end...this is why:
Monday: 3 hours of psychology, then a psychology mock exam
Tuesday: 3 hours of sociology, then a sociology mock exam
Wednesday: 3 hours of biology, then a biology mock exam
Thursday: "reading day" other words i get the day off :D
Friday: 3 hours of maths, then a maths mock exam
Saturday: 9am till 1:15 at work, then off to KPs birthday party >.< eeeeeeek!!!
Sunday: train to chester, bus from chester to t'wich...walk from bus station home...probably with a hang over

PARTYYYY! cannot wait! and im possitive that there will be a blog following that event to give you an insite to the drunken anticts of the party goers :')


Gecky xx

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Out of all these things I've done...I think I love you better now

This entire post is going to be orange... like Ed Sheerans hair :')

I'm gonna pick up the peices
and build a lego house
if things go wrong we can knock it down

my 3 words have 2 meanings
theres one thing on my mind
its all for you
and its dark in a cold december
but i got you to keep me warm
if you're broken i will mend ya
and i'll keep you sheltered from the storm
thats raging on....

i'm out of touch
i'm out of love
i'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'll do it for you in time
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

im gonna paint you by numbers
and colour you in
if things go right we can frame it
and put you on a wall

and its so hard to say it
but ive been here before
and i'll surrender up my heart
and swap it for yours

i'm out of touch
i'm out of love
i'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'll do it all for you in time
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

dont hold me down
i think the braces are breaking
and its more than i can take

and its dark in a cold december
and i got you to keep me warm
if you're broken i will mend ya
and i'll keep you shelters from the strom
thats raging on

i'm out of touch
i'm out of love
i'll pick you up when you're getting down
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now

i'm out of sight
i'm out of mind
i'll do it all for you in time
and out of all these things ive done
i think i love you better now...

hes one beautiful ginger ;) <3

Gecky xx

Friday, 23 September 2011

Sing! Spread the joy! and Smile!

just a gathering of feel good songs for the weekend!!!








...that is all ...thanks

Gecky xx

Tuesday, 6 September 2011

New start :)

As i start college tomorrow i thought that i would write a blog about new beginnings :)

i guess i should review my holiday in spain...i did a lot of swimming and came home with about 4 million new bracelets (i have problems i know,i like bracelets too much), i met some cowboys (heheeee) got broken up with over text message but then got great GCSE results which made me feel better (Y)

A*, 3 As,4Bs and 4Cs <3 so wooooooooop :) i got into college fine and will be studying psychology,sociology,biology and mathology :D pretty darn excited about it now but also kinda nervous, as im loosing a few of my close friends as they are all going off to different colleges,still in the year below me or like one friend (who may i add is soooooo clever) who is being stupid and galavanting about the world (so he says) what a stupid thing to be doing at the tender age of 16, he had so much ahead of him...

anyway, on to the whole new start thingy-mo-bob...
i have decided that i am making a completely new start, as i am trying to be a better person but also to make myself happier, as i have found it is mostly my fault if i have a down fall, and that is why everything is going to change, starting with freedom, as i have always been the youngest of 4, i have always been treated differently (the favourite), and in some ways i guess the baby of the family, however now im off to college i am going to start to grow up a little more and try to be a little more independent,"all my life ive been good but now,im thinking what the hell!" but also i am now Ridin' Solo so i have no worries about being held back in that way and who needs a boyfriend, who is just going to try and change who I am and control everything I do, and then have the bloody cheek to turn around and tell me the reason we broke up was because i was obsessive and controlling (yeh right,little rat) "so go and tell your friends that im obsessive and crazy, thats fine i'll tell all mine that you're gay!!" and im also going to change the kind of person i am, ive always been bad with meeting new people but thats going to change, im gonna be much braver and introduce myself to new people, i want to know at least 2 new people at the end of tomorrow, and also im going to change how much i trust people, i know that i need to be on my guard for people who are honest and those who are not! and along similar lines i am going to be more honest,speak my mind and sort my own problems out rather than relying on my bestfriend all the time (as wonderful and helpful as he, i think he needs a break from all the drama that comes with me) i am putting some rules into place,i have 28 in total and im not going to break them, because i am determinded to keep all the friends i have right now as they are all so amazing and im sick of rumours, so if i stick to these rules then no one will have any reason to make rumours,"And people still study trynna point my flaws out.And I be lying if I say it ain't get to me,But I'm a champion, legend, history" im also going to be a little more forgiving (unless the thing that someone has done is so terrible that i never want to talk to them again) but i think it is deffinately time to let some grudges go (although people are on their last chances) but yeh i think that is about it with my new start....and even with all the changes im staying who i am, my personality is staying the same and i will stil have my bubbly and perfect outlook of life and thats how its going to stay unless i have reason to change that for now im still me, i think im funny and if other people dont then shame on them ;) "whos laughing now"

onto my next point of business :P...tomorrow i dont only start college, but i also get to see one of my greatest friends for the first time in over a month now, and i have truely missed him so much so that will be great and if all goes well at college then all in all it should be a pretty wonderful day (Y)

Lastly,i am glad to be home, but england is freezing! so i think its time to get my winter clothes out, which i know i shouldnt be happy about but i am because i loooooove my hat which is a cat! it is deffinately my favourite winter wear (Y) and i might actually have dry feet this year (Y) as uggs dont keep rain out i have stolen my mums military boots (teeheeheee im so cheeky) ;) so heres to winter and my hat :) and a new start all round and anyone withing my own age range who is reading my babblings, i wish you luck in your next stage of life ...whether that be starting year 10 and having just made a big choice towards your options, if you're going into year 11 with your GCSEs ahead of you, of like me you are starting college!! :)

remember,no one has the right to change who you are,your future is in your own hands

Gecky xx

Wednesday, 10 August 2011

Real later starter...

I woke up late today, actually i do that everyday, got no place to be seen im not part of a scene im a genious, loser, keeping councel with my own opinion,president of the state that im in, should i just stay in bed?should i like in my head? oh god so many questions to ask...

5 days till spain <3 cannot wait to get out of rainy,dull england and off to somewhere hot and sunny <3 :D
seriously, its the middle of summer and im sat at home with gloeves on because its that cold :| the other day i went out in jeans,a t shirt, a thick hoodie, a coat,2 pairs of socks,trainers, a wooly hat and gloves!! and i was still pretty cold :|

i wish i was at an age where it was still exceptable to splash in puddles :) but unfortunately, at 16 i think id get some funny looks :L though i love dancing in summer storms, after weeks of it being boiling there is nothing better than a really big rain storm, when the rain is warm and its perfect and smells beautiful :) "drop everything now,meet me in the pouring rain,kiss me on the side walk, take away the pain,cause i see,sparks fly whenever you smile" .... Taylor Swift seems to like storms too :D "and i dont know why but, with you i'd dance, in a storm in my best dress, fearless" <3 <3

soft kitty,warm kitty, little ball of fur,happy kitty,soft kitty,pur,pur purrr....just a song of the big band theory that ive had in my head for over a week now!! :|

no point in worrying,when life is a disaster, inside my little head im happy ever after...

there is nothing like a happy song to put you in a good mood :)

Gecky xx

Wednesday, 3 August 2011

And thats why I smile!!

Hello bloggers, i do realise it has been a while since one of my posts but ive been very busy :P
however i am now 12 days away from going to spain and i cannot wait, so this will be one of my last blogs for a while </3 heart breaking i know :L but life goes on (L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N...random out burst of sing song) oh lord being out of school is driving me more mental than ever before...but anyways on with the blogging, just random babble again i think though i doubt that anyone actually reads my verbal claptrap :)

why doesnt glue stick to the inside of the tube?
what colour does a smurf turn when its choking?
why do round pizzas come in a square box?
if a tree falls when there is no one around, does it make a noise?
what came first...the chicken or the egg?
If an orange is orange, why isn't a lime called a green, and a lemon called a yellow?
can you cry under water?
why did the chicken actually cross the road?

randomness is definately one of my best what if i talk waaaay too much and sometimes people havent got a clue what im on about but im nobodys fool, im not gonna change for anyone and i dont see why i should...

archie the inventor from balamory was on mock the week the other night and is now on have i got news for you and when i started jumping up and down trying to figure out his name my parents stared at me and i asked my mum where my step dad was and she told me he was on the green with me neice while she was riding her bike but when i walked past he was on the bike...a small pink sparkly bike :L LML

keep your head held high, and dont care about what others think!

Gecky xx

Saturday, 16 July 2011

Xtreme Kiwi ;)

so sitting on the bus to chester and i look upwards to find a rather odd advertisement that read "My breast feels funny!?" what ever floats your boat...personally you sink mine ;)
then shortly after getting to chester i notice a boy standing outside subway who has a drawn on moustache...erm okay then :L why not i guess?
then on the train later on that day i somehow completely forgot how many months there are in a year :$ and had to ask my friend...oooopsssy :$
how about some random sayings that i have become fond of ;)
  • now den swell 'ed ;)
  • that were ret funny that was :L
  • sick laaaaaa
  • yes lid!
  • whats gwaanin
  • sup mon :P
  • put a bangin donk on it
  • i'll murder your goat
  • i'll bomb your house!
  • im gonna eat your pea
  • how now brown cow
i have also found some funny things tooooo :L :')

  • Richard Edwards is possibly the worst guys name ever (dick 'ed)
  • my friend thinks honey is bee jizz
  • said friend ^ also thinks there is bull spunk in yoghurt
  • a different friend calls cereal Cereals :L why the s??
  • you can buy really small mini eggs called "teeny weeny eggs"
  • another friend has called a girl ewwww-ie :L is that even a word?
  • facebook groups are so funny these days :
  1. chasing lesbians with your cock out to show them what they are missing out on
  2. covering yourself in vasaline and sitting naked in the dark
  3. covering your willy with a tissue and pretending its a ghost
  4. casually slipping your penis into someones mouth when they yawn
  5. sweating like a blind lesbian in a fish shop
  6. starting a conga line and leading everyone to your sex dungeon    
  7. im wearing skinny jeans...if i cant get them off, neither can the rapist 
  8. throwing cats at lesbians because they love pussy so much
  9. crying alone on your birthday and rubbing cake all over yourself
  10. the awkward moment when your erection pokes someone in the eye 
  11. the awkward moment when you're helicoptering your willy and you take off
  12. wiping cum across your girlfriends forehead and whispering "simba"
  13. putting your willy in your mates pint when he isnt looking
  14. just stop poking me and admit you want to have sex with me instead ;)
now onto the title of this post, cause i guess i have to explain "Xtreme Kiwi" :L well on American total wipeout there was a guy from New zealand and the over voice guy kept yelling "XTREME KIWI" when the guy fell into the water :') so it is my new favourite saying...teeeheeee ;)

always look at what you have left,not what you have lost

Gecky xx  

Friday, 15 July 2011

Up coming events

Future... that is the topic of this post :) and the reason i decided on that was that today i figured out that i am exactly 16years and 100 days old :) that means there are 265 days until my 17th birthday :D

that is next year, so not so close, as for this year...

there are some exciting dates coming up :D

  1. in 31 sleeps i shall be off to spain for 3 whole weeks!!!
  2. GCSE results day on the 25th of august! arrrrr
  3. then on the 7th of september i start 6th form and i really cannot wait!!
  4. then on the 31st of october is halloween :P and am off to KPs for another party (tweedle dum and tweedle dee this year)
  5. then of bombfire night on the 5th of november,not really that exciting but oh well :P
  6. and christmas is in december!!!!!! 163 days to go :P
and that would about be it for this year! but i am so excited about getting into 6th form and starting my A levels <3 sociology,psychology,biology and mathology (thats just maths but because im doing all 'ologys' i decided to change it) eeeeekk cannot wait as i have already had taster lessons and loved each and every one :) on the down side it seems my bestfriend has chosen not to go 6th form and to move on with his life but all the same i wish him well and will still stay in contact...
"never mind i'll find someone like you,i wish nothing but the best for you too,dont forget me, i begged,i remember you said,sometimes it lasts in love,but somtimes it hurts instead!"

as my holiday is so soon i shall be blogging a lot in the upcoming weeks as i wont have internet access whilst i am over in spain, so thats 3 weeks without a blog post, however that does mean that i will have lots to blog about when i get back!! GCSE results and holiday that should be an interesting post..

but for now, i am off to KPs for 5 days to get away from boredom,listen to nyan cat and laugh a lot :) for 5 days bye bye blogger, so that leaves 26 days between when i get home to when i leave for holiday, thats 26 possible blogs if i post every day which i probably wont because i will run out of topics to write about... farwell :)

all of us could take a lesson from the weather,it pays no attention to criticism!

Gecky xx

Tuesday, 12 July 2011

I'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me

so todays blog is all about being possitive! :D yayy, so let me see all your happy faces :)

sometimes all it takes to reach your one goal in life is a little self confidence :) so i've been searching for some quotes that are possitive and will help you reach greatness...

  • Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent.  ~Eleanor Roosevelt
  • It ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to.  ~W.C. Fields
  • If you hear a voice within you say "you cannot paint," then by all means paint, and that voice will be silenced.  ~Vincent Van Gogh
  • Make the most of yourself, for that is all there is of you.  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson
  • Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage.  ~Ana├»s Nin, Diary, 1969
  • If we all did the things we are capable of doing, we would literally astound ourselves.  ~Thomas Alva Edison
  • Shoot for the moon.  Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.  ~Les Brown
  • Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.  ~Henry Ford
  • excellence is not a skill.  It is an attitude.  ~Ralph Marston
  • Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.  ~Dr. Seuss
  • The important thing is not to stop questioning.  ~Albert Einstein
  • A successful person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him or her.  ~David Brinkley
  • opinions aint facts,take them in then let them go-Chipmunk and Chris Brown (champion)
  • you got every right to a beautiful life- Selena Gomez (who says)
  • never let the fear of stiking out,keep you from playing the game- a cinderella story

So stay self confident and happy and you WILL get where you want to be :) beleive in yourself and always smile!!!!

Lifes a climb,but the veiws great!

Gecky xx

Tuesday, 5 July 2011

Prom and Problems...

okay, we shall begin with the possitive side of this post :P which was my year 11 prom! what.a.night!!! seriously it was so much fun, my dress was the most beautiful thing ive seen and after getting all dressed up, where better to have it than at peckforton castle! fairytale much >.< though the function room was previously burnt down :( (see last blog below) though they attached a markee to the castle and it was simply beautiful, great setting,great people!! so my brothers girlfriend was doing my make up...she was late!! making me the last person who was going in our limo to be ready...the limo was picking us up at my house :$ teeeheee, anyway,the limo ride was fun, 8 of us sat and sang our hearts out whilst being drove around :) so there were lots of hugs on arrival (ive missed everyone so much) and everyone looked so so wonderful, we danced the night away and the time went too quickly...the photograoher liked my smile ^^ he is my new best friend...he called me the girl with the cheeky smile ;) woop!! ive pulled ;) but i had some friends stay over after and we stayed up most of the night just chatting :)

and now the other half...not so good i guess... ive been faced with the problem that my bestfriend may be leaving...i mean i knew it was a possibility that he wouldnt go to sixth form but he was never 100% and lately thing have been happening that have swayed him towards staying on and he told me that he would be...however today he tells me hes still not sure and hes gonna make his decision this week...and tell me on friday when he sees my for taster lessons...meaning friday could be the last chance i see him again! ever :'( he lives in the middle of no where and struggles to get into t'wich and if he is busy with a job and everything else that he has to do, im sure the little contact we have will soon vanish...i dont think he realised how much of a heart breaking decision this could be for other people, hes such a cheery guy and is practically the heart of our friendship group, but most importantly he means everything to me, and i'll be utterly crushed if i never see him again...i really dont know what i will do without him :'(

Holiday in spain is getting closer >.< ahhhhhhh actually cannot wait now :D

There cannot be a rainbow,without a cloud or a storm...

Gecky xx

Monday, 20 June 2011

Boredom is taking over...

Ive been of school for little over 3 weeks and Im going slightly mad :L there is only so much tv you can watch and so much walking you can do around a small town... so I have decided to blog away my boredom... i have got into a pattern of watching a film every night and i am slowely running out of decent films to watch :L and by day i dwindle away the hours by watching pointless youtube clips, occasionally finding something quite amusing...
for the past week i have looking for inspiration for a blog, and have found nothing :L the days are starting to murge together and i never know the date or what day it is even, leaving school means you have a lot of spare time on your hand, and with nothing to do with that time you find yourself slowly going insane!!
oh i must tell you about my last 3 exams :)

Maths paper 1...maths has always been simple :)
Maths paper 2... went well i think :) actually remembered my calulator :)
Geography- what a beautiful paper :) went really well!

After searching for inspiration for weeks, just sitting here now has reminded me of something that i must share...
so, my year 11 prom is in just over a week, and it was ment to be at the beautiful Pecforton Castle, however, sadly there was a major fire there early on sunday morning, 100 plus fire fighters were there and even then they struggled to contain the blaze and an entire wing of the castle is ruined, leaving over 1 million pounds worth of damage...and al of this is because of a row over a bill, there was a wedding at the castle on saturday and late that night at the bar the grooms money ran out and the barman refused to serve him, and ive heard the guy said "you'll pay for this" (very over dramatic if you ask me), but they did, early hours on sunday morning he set fire to the main function room, and over 100 people had to be evacuated,luckily no one was hurt and after looking at the CCTV the police arrested the groom for arson and intent to harm,and fire crews worked through the day trying to contain the flames, they were successful and this saved the rest of the building,and they worked well into the night to put it out full, crews are still working today, dampening all the hot spots to ensure it is safe so that investigators can go onto the scene, stupid how he thought he would get away with that!! and what a good way to begin your marriage, being arrested and having your new wife and all of the guests lives out at risk! and now our prom will probably not be there! it will still be on the same night regardless but we are all utterly gutted about this event! also about 20 couples have phones the hotel to ask what will happen on their days, but even the staff do not know yet...what a stupid man! and i hope he goes to prison for a very long time, not only for ruining our prom and some peoples wedding plans but for endangering so many peoples lives all because he couldnt get any more alcohol...tragic really :(

i am sure i will blog about my prom and therefore you will have a full update on what has happened :)

when nothing is going right, go left instead

Gecky xx

Monday, 30 May 2011

The blog of freedom!!

so long high school!! okay so i still have to back 3 more times :L twice for math exams and once for a geography exam but i just couldnt wait to blog :L ive been obsessivly trying not to write a blog post till the 17th of june which is the date of my final exam but i just couldnt hold it in any longer :D :D
okayss so let me begin with a run through of the exams i have had and how each has gone...
Monday 16th of May 2011- English paper 1... my very first exam, and it was english, the one i know i need to do well in, so i was pretty pleased with section A as it was on freerunning :L and considering my older brother does freerunning himself i think i have done okay in that part of the exam paper, and on section B i wrote an article all about if i agree with the statement "people shouldnt play dangerous sports" i argued that every sport has its dangers ;) woop was very proud of that article :P
Tuesday 17th of May 2011- Re exam, okay so i contradicted myself a lot in this exam as at the beginning i was saying how i dont believe in God and at the end how i was a Christian :L ahh well they mark each section seperately :) over all i was pleased with that exam cause its all your own oppinion and as long as you put in some key words here and there then you're good to go :P
Wednesday 18th of May 2011 - Catering...hmmm not the best exam paper ive ever done but it could have been worse :L though i couldnt for the life of me think of 3 kinds of knives a chef needs on a daily basis...bread knife,fish knife,butter knife? hope they are all real :L but i hope i have done well in this exam as i got an A* in my practicle :D
Wednesday 18th May 2011 -English paper 2... pleased with this exam! other cultures poetry went brilliantly, two of the best poems came up in the question and i wrote an essay that i am very proud of, section A couldnt have been better i dont think... okay section B..write to discribe a country scene in summer and winter, god i loved that question as its all your own imagination :) another english exam well done :)
Thurday 19th of May 2011- Biology 3! ugh not well done at all :/  i disliked the paper very much and cried a lot after :/ however after distroying my biology book i have come to realise that i actually answered all of the questions and hopefully i have done well enough to get a B over all (yn)
Tuesday 24th of May 2011- English literature... so after a good 5 day break between this paper and the bio paper i had time to relax and also to cram in as much revision as humanly possible! i went into this exam fully prepared, but never in a million years though i would come out of an exam so happy! seriously that exam was the best by far! the 'Of Mice And Men' question was about broken lives :D great thats 'George' and 'Curleys wife' boom sorted :) my essay was beautiful and i was rather proud of it, all 4 pages :D and then there was the 'Heaney and Clark' poetry section which asked about how language was used to present feelings EASY!!!!!! woo so so so sooooo happy with that exam it was unreal! :) (sad i know but who gives a damn)
Wednesday 25th of May 2011- Chemistry 3, okay so i have no perticular complaints about this exam though i wasnt exactly over joyed with it :L not a lot to discuss as i am 50/50 on how this one went :L
Friday 27th of May 2011- Physics 2&3...both because my physics teacher is a douch and obviously didnt understand when i told him i wasnt re-sitting the paper i got a D in :$ okay so triple science people shouldnt get a D but i did get a B in one exam and an A in my ISA (isa,isa baby) which would level me off at at least a high B stupid man :| but over all those 2 exams went better than i expected :)
that was all of the exams i have had :) but oh my days! the last day was seriously AMAZING!!!
i got soaked in a water fight
signed about a million people

took 112 photos :L
cried my eyes out
got covered in squirty cream
and ate wayyyy too much junk food :L

regardless of my amazing last day i am sort of glad to be free :) 12 whole weeks of freedom, 3 of which im in spain :D hehe the remaining 9 weeks i think i will either be asleep,on facebook or blogging, or out with my friends or boyfriend <3 ooooooh i forgot to mention that cheeky little detail :P no longer single (Y) woop :) though i do miss being able to sing "riding solo" really loud :L doesnt have the same affect if you are not in fact 'ridin solo' :P ah well worth it i guesss :D as i am happy!!!!!!!!!

chin up people, and good luck to any year 11's in the exams you have left <3

Gecky xx

Sunday, 15 May 2011

Cheeky Childhood Memories!!

Okay so i know i said i wouldnt blog till my GCSEs are over but whilst i remember some of this stuff ima share it with you!! :D english exam tomorrow!! arrr wish me luck!!!
  • okay so me and my friend KP  used to makes signs saying where her sister coulsnt go :L "no Gemmas aloud" :L oh how nice were we? :L
  • I used to call my step-dad Yawee :L his name is Alan :L i was a confused child I think, the strange thing about 2 years after these things called Yawee powers came out (weird right!?!)
  • me and said friend also used to follow my step-dad round going "naughty alan,naughty alan,naughty alan..." and so on :L
  • I used to go on walks with my parents when i was about 3 and just say "a walking stick" over and over again all the way :)
  • me and KP also used to colour in shells, played murder in the dark with my sisters, played polly pockets and sylvanian families
  • we also made a game called duck peach (our own take on bobbing apples)
  • okay so i had a pair of red wellies that i wouldnt take off :L slept with them on and everything :L
  • me and another friend Cooke :) we were crazy! we used to sit in puddles just for the hell of it
  • there was this one time when i tied her to the fence and when the bell went she was stuck, and i just left her there because i didnt want to get in trouble (yeh great friend i am )
  • there was another time when we put dairylee dunker cheese on the fence then went back later like "oh look who would be so naughty to do that?" cool much ;)
  • we used to play this game in the car on the way home where we pretended we couldnt see and we used to poke eachother :L
  • we once put a polly pocket dog in the microwave for 30 minutes :L yeh guess how that turned out...a nice blob of melted,burned plastic ummm :L
  • oh oh ohhh once the hair off one of her polly pockets fell off so we pretended it was a boy :') even though it is clearly wearing a bikini :L fail!!
okay so that is all i can think of right now :L if i think of more i'll add them to this post :D

okay now goodbye blogger i'll see you in 2 weeks when i break up for half term!! then after that only 3 more exams (Y) then IM FREEEEEE!!!!!!!!! :)

remember your childhood <3

Gecky xx

Saturday, 14 May 2011

Happy Saturday :)

So, as you can read from the title ^ today is saturday, the first lie in for a week :) so on saturday the 14th of May 2011 what have i got to share with you bloggers??

yesterday was Friday 13th!! so i was avoiding all 3 grids,black cats, mirrors and ladders :L just in case :)
i have recently found a love for skins :) i keep watching it :L i am now at the start of series 2 after 1 week :)
okay, so its monday in 2 days and i dont know if i should be happy because glee is on, or nervous because thats the day of my first GCSE exam!! english paper 1...the joy -_-
As i will be revising none stop from when i finish this blog to when all my GCSEs are over i wont be blogging :( but as soon as im done with them im gonna write a hugeee blogg to celebrate my freedom :) and probably to rave about prom and my leavers day ect ect :)
oh right, so the other day i ate 4 packets of tictacs and drank 3 big bottles of orange squash and was so hyper i ran into a door :L yeh that was funny :)

Im sitting in the house on my own on a saturday how fun is that :L but at least i have facebook,youtube,blogger and 4OD :L with this thought of me sitting all alone i will have to depart as skins series 2 awaits me :P (im having a break from revision for an hour or 2) so with that i'll love you and leave you :) <3

dont you worry your pretty little mind, people throw rocks at things that shine!!!

Gecky xx

Thursday, 5 May 2011

That weird dream i had last october

Soooooo, back in October 2010, when i stayed at my friends for a week i had this really random dream about Taylor Swift :L i only just remembered about it the other way when shes stayed at mine and reminded me about it :) so i decided to blog about it as it was rather weird but funny <3 enjoy...

so right, I was best friends with Taylor Swift (that would be amazing!!) and she lived in England and i lived in America, she lived in this amazing white house in a field in the middle of nowhere, but the house was beautiful, she had built it herself of course, and i remember there was a swing which just made it that much better,and i went to visit and she wanted me to move in with her because she missed me so much, but i told her i couldnt because of all my friendsa and family in America, and she was telling me how lonely she was being all alone all the time, so i suggested that she moved to America with me and she agreed, the only problem was that she loved her house so much because she had built it herself so i told her to bring it with her, so we put her house and swing,on the back of my motor bike (i didnt have that when i arrived in England) and we rode all the way back to America, no boat/plane/train.. we just rode all the way there. so when we got there we set her house out in a new field and i moved in with her :) then i woke up :(

I only remember it cause TS was in it :) but other than that, that week was amazing :') something really funny happened in primark :L Me and KP were shopping in primark (as you do) and i had this jumper in my hand and the hanger got caught in this random womans pocket :L and she just kept on walking, KP turned to me and im just tugging at this hanger :L got it free finally!! then when trying to tell people about it we cry with laughter :') we also walked all the way to the shop just to get a chocolate gateaux :L was frozen and we put it in the microwave :') then someone came over and when she left i said 'i like her teeth' :')

Friends who are more like family are the best friends of all

And remember...never play leapfrog with a unicorn ;)

Gecky xx

Tuesday, 12 April 2011

16 Futher Muckers!!!!!!

woooooooooo! oh yeh! i am offically 16 brilliant years of age!! and to be fare i dont feel at all different :L but to be honest i couldnt care less!!! i love my birthday!

so i stayed up till midnight :L forcing various members of my friendship group stay away with me :)
 some things you can do at 16:
Play the lottery
Ride a moped
Get piercings without parental permission
Have sex
Get married with your parent's consent
Leave school (at the end of year 11) and work full time
Go solo in a glider

the last song i listened to was "fifteen" by taylor swift <3
 in conclusion 16 is not much different than 15 tbh :L ah well! life goes on!!!


Gecky xx

Friday, 1 April 2011

The crowds and stands went wild!!

Okay, 16 in 5 days :) however tuesday night was the best night of my life!!
In order to portray my happiness!! i would like to refer to my easlier blog "16 in 16 days!!"
After my mum has told me i couldnt go and see taylor swift, she supprises me 8 days early with tickets to the Taylor Swift concert in the manchester M.E.N that night!!!! not only was this the best present ever! but i got to take my good friend Pixie Gilmore with me <3
and what can i say to be honest it was the greatest night of my life!! all we did was sing!! didnt sit down not even once :) we both ended up with very sore throats !! totally worth it though!! :') i would do it over!!
we also both now have a t-shirt, glow stick and band (:

in all honestly i feel really REALLY sorry for the man sitting next to us, trying to video :L props couldnt hear her at all. lost my voice but as if i care. TAYLOR SWIFT I LOVE YOU!! <3
Ts is a lyrical genious :)

  • you are the best thing thats ever been mine...
  • you belong with me...
  • i'll be your angel giving up her wings...
  • i tell you i miss you but i dont know how, i've never heard silence quite this loud...
  • all you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life and mean and mean and mean!...
  • dont you wory your pretty little mind people throw rocks at things that shine...
  • so go and tell your friends that im obsessive and crazy, thats fine i'll tell all mine you're gay!...
  • you're beautiful, every little peice love, and dont you know you're really gonna be someone...
  • and i dont know why but, with you i'd dance, in a storm in my best dress fearless...
  • cuz when you're 15 and someone tells you they love you you're gonna believe them...
  • marry me juliet you never have to be alone i love you and thats all i really know...
  • i cant help it if you look like an angel, cant help i wanna kiss you in the rain...
  • you're here, your eyes are lookin into mine, so baby make me flyy...
  • i can tell you his favourite colours green, he like to argue born on the 17, his sisters beautiful...
  • and our daddys used to talk about the two of us growing up and falling in love...
  • when we're on the phone and you talk reaal slow, cuz its late and your momma don't know...
  • i'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well...
  • and we know its never simple,never easy,never a clean break no one hear to save me...
  • im sick and tired of your attitude, im feeling like i dont know you, you tell me that you love me...
  • you dont have to call anymore,i wont pick up the phone,this is the last straw...
  • but i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain and its 2 am and im cursing your name...
  • you said forever and always...
  • i had the best day with you today...
  • these things will change, can feel it now...
  • you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar...
  • you should've said no, you should've gone home, you should've thought twice before you let it all go...
  • wish i had concentrated, they said love was complicated, but its something i just fell into...
  • drop everything now,meet me in the pouring rain, kiss me on the sidewalk take away the pain...
  •  turns out freedom ment nothing but missing you,wishing not realised what i had when you were mine...
  • dont say yes, run away now, i'll meet you when you're out of the church at the back door...
  • long were the nights, when my days once revolved around you...
  • ohhh dalin' dont you ever grow up dont you ever grow u just stay this little...
  • all i can say is i was enchanted to meet you...
  • shes not a saint and shes not what you think, shes an actress!...
  • wasnt it beautiful running wild till you fall asleep, before the monsters caught up with you...
  • come on come on dont leave me like this, i thought i had you figured out...
  • never thought we'd ever last kiss, never imagened to end,like, thisss...
  • i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you...
  • baby dont break my heart slow...
  • ive never been anywhere as cold as you...
  • ive never gone with the wind, just let it flow, let it take me where it wants to go...
  • but if this was a movie, you'd be here by now!...
  • well you drive me crazy half the time, the other half im only tryin to let you know what i feel is true...
  • she cant see the way your eyes light up when you smile...
  • why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?...
  • you were never good enough for him, or anything like me...
  • i love you, i loved you from the very first day!...
  • when you smile all the girls in the front row scream your name!...
  • well we're tied together with a smile...
  • today was a fairytale, you were the prince i used to be a damsel in distress...
  • peace, love, one thing leads into another, dream big, aim small man you gotta love her...
but anyways! Taylor Swift taught me to be fearless and to speak now!! <3 <3

remember life goes on :)

Gecky xx

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

ipod! yeah i have nothing better to write about so why not :)

for lack of more exciting things to write i find this :P

put my ipod on shuffle the song that comes on will be the answer :)

1.) How am I feeling today? Hakuna Matata-disney songs
2.) Where will I get married? the great gig in the sky-pink floyd
3.) What is my best friend's theme song? breakeven-the script
4.) What is/was highschool like? fences-paramore
5.) What is the best thing about me? anything but ordinary-avril lavigne
6.) How is today going to be? any colour you like-pink floyd
7.) What is in store for this weekend? from me to you-the beatles
8.) What song describes my parents? parachute-cheryl cole
9.) How is my life going? tidal wave-owl city
10.)What song will they play at my funeral? tell me why-taylor swift :')
11.) How does the world see me? butterflies-alana lee
12.) What do my friends really think of me? beautiful disaster-kelly clarkson
13) Do people secretly like me? all around the world- oasis
14.) How can I make myself happy? sparks fly-taylor swift
15.) What should I do with my life? the dogs of war-pink floyd
16.) Will I be happy? today was a fairytale-taylor swift
17.) What is some good advice? hey soul sister-train
18.) What do I think my current theme song is? before the worst-the script
19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is? turn it up-pixie lott
20.) What type of men do you like? let the flames begin-paramore
21.)Will you get married? eenie meenie- justin bieber
22.)What should I do with my love life? magic pie-oasis
23.) Where will you live? where the lines overlap-paramore
24.) What will your dying words be? i write sins not tragedies- panic! at the disco

find something to cure your boredom!!

Gecky xx

Monday, 21 March 2011

16 in 16 days!!

so my 16th birthday is fast approaching and to be quite honest i haven't got a clue what i want!!!!
well thats a bit of a fib ;)
"for my birthday, can i go see Taylor Swift?"
"you're not going to see Taylor Swift!!"
" Let me finish! -_- Can i have a puppy?"
*shows her pictures of puppies*
"awwww...but no!!!"
" so i can't go see TS, i can't have a puppy...what can i have -_-"
"i dont know!"
 Today my mum  asks what i want...
"a puppy!"
"go see TS"
"a unicorn?"
"sure i'll just nip to the unicorn shop and pick one up!!"
so in conclusion my mum will not buy me a puppy but will get me a unicorn :L
the thing is my friend has 7 puppies and they are beautiful :') there is a really pale one (almost white) and i've fallen in love with him, i want him and i would call him Marley :) though if i had a black one i would call her Ebony! but they are all so beautiful i could just spend the whole day with them (:
This is two of them :)
This gorgeous little fellow is who i call Marley <3

the huddle <3 shows you how light Marley is

How cute is this? sleepy puppy
sleepy timess <3
yeh this is my birthday present ;)

push the limits <3

Gecky xx

Monday, 7 March 2011

Itchy Palm?

Today, double chemistry first thing, doing an ISA...
The exam is so boring and i end up sat opposite my friend and miming things that will put her off...
itchy she itches he palms :L
yawn...she then yawns every couple of minutes :)
and dry lips, so she has to lick her lips.
she then starts laughing :') i just find it strange how random stuff like that can effect you so much!!!!

dont trust too quickly

Gecky xx